Again, it's with a thankful heart that I start this post. What am I thankful for tonight??? My company, Sephora, and my Store Director, Monette!!!
I've worked for 3 different companies and of course 3 different bosses since I've come home from Australia (not including my current company & boss.) With each of these jobs there was a certain set of values and "family atmosphere" that was spoken about in my interview and in the first few days of working for each of these (well, maybe not as much with the lawfirm.) With each I soon began to realize that it was all complete crap and none of them meant it (couldn't think of a nicer way to write that lol.)
On June 7th I was introduced to the values of Sephora (Intitiative, Teamwork, Expertise, Passion, Innovation, Respect for All & Work/Life Balance. ) I have to admit, it was definitely in one ear and out the other that first day. Obviously there was a lot going on but even more so it was that I'd heard it all before and it all seemed more like something the company would like to believe they believed in, or practiced, but didn't care to take the time to implement. As we moved onto training and had more interactions with other Sephora long time employees I began to see a common "Sephora DNA" (as I like to call it.) Each of these people truly represented each of the values that had been explained to us that first day.
Today, it was the last one, Work/Life Balance, that was really driven home for me personally. My Store Director, Monette, saw that I was basically one more "are you ok?" away from tears and sent me home. It was extremely hot, my knees, calves, ankles & feet were all rebelling against me and I was incredibly dizzy. As she walked me out from backstage she very adamantly explained to never stand up there in pain without letting her know. She has been very diligent since we started merchandising the store to always check on me and make sure I'm ok, and usually I am, but today it kind of all hit me at once. It's moments like this (and many others) throughout my short time at Sephora that have built such excitement and gratitude for my new job.
While I certainly love my curves and have no desire to be a stick figure (not that I could be), having this job has pushed me to a point I've never been before. I want to make a change so I can be the best "me" I can be at my job. I'm thankful for it and I want to have it for a long time. While I did order a pricey pair of shoes to help support all the goods, it's only a ban-aid fix. I want to be able to do anything I'm asked for my job, to serve my clients with confidence. When I left Australia I was considerably smaller and my confidence was considerably higher. I felt AAAAAMAZING! I loved the way I looked and I just felt light as air! I was still on the heavier side of life but I didn't feel like it held me back from anything, now I do. I feel like my weight is a hundred pound backpack that has knocked me off the ladder one too many times.
So, I don't have a plan. I'm not sure what I'll do but this is a new driver & purpose for me. It's not for an engagement ring, wedding, a vacation, a man, a baby or an item of clothing, it's simply for me! Everything in my life is wonderful except this one little area and quite frankly I'm just tired of being held down. I've never had this much peace and awesomeness all at once before. My job has always been a "just have to" point of life for me and now it's a place I can't wait to be at!
And now for a little laugh via a search in google images :o)